When a GIRL is quiet ... millions of things are running in her mind.
When a GIRL is not arguing ... she is thinking deeply.
When a GIRL looks at u with eyes full of questions ... she is wondering how long you will be around.
When a GIRL answers ' I'm fine ' after a few seconds ... she is not at all fine.
When a GIRL stares at you she is wondering why you are lying.
When a GIRL lays on your chest .. she is wishing for you to be hers forever.
When a GIRL wants to see you everyday... she wants to be pampered.
When a GIRL says ' I love you ' .. she means it.
When a GIRL says ' I miss you ' .... no one in this world can miss you more than that.

Life only comes around once make sure u spend it with the right person .....Find a guy ..
who calls you beautiful instead of hot.
who calls you back when you hang up on him.
who will stay awake just to watch you sleep.
Wait for the guy who ... kisses your forehead.
Who wants to show you off to the world when you are in your sweats.
Who holds your hand in front of his friends.
Who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares about you and how lucky he is to have you.
Who turns to his friends and says, ' That's her!! '

Haix...
I am sick again ...
having fever on & off...
it's just so terribly

I've really make a point that this year can't be like last year already ...
slack slack all that
so yeah...
it's just the 3rd day of school nia but i already so shag ...
just take a look at me can le...
i look super old sudddenly...
so qiao cui...
so many datelines to meet ...
i will soon go crazy le ...

no one is there to encourage or be there for me ...
it really feels terribly...
everyday end school i make my way home to study le
i am just not used to the way it is now but i will need to get used to it...
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to be honest i have the thought of suicide AGAIN...
wrong ... everything is wrong ...
i really need to cry my all out...

i seem so unhappy recently...
in my relationship :
some things i have to watch out for...
some things i need to try not to do...
some things i can't do...
it became rather dry...
i dunno if i should do sth abt it or sit still & just wait...
i can slowly see the changes though...

in my family :
i dunno whether to love them even more or continue to have the needle in my heart
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