Haix ~
totally no strength to continue this battle
Grant me the strength of urs God
I need ur Love so much
I need someone to care
I need to feel ur peace
I need a hug so much
I NEED YOU ~
LOVE turning into HATE
This is terribly
I don't wanna Hate
but things just get out of control
everyday when i get home
i feel the awkwardness when ever i see u
I cry almost everytime when i think of all these past
those emotional hurts & physical hurts
It can never be erase
How to stand up again i wonder
How will my life be next time bringing all these past with me
I am totally lost already
I feel alone at home
like no one to encourage me
No one to support me
i ask myself " Is my teenage life suspose to be like this ? or should it be happier ? "
Teach me how to LOVE again
Teach me to be Strong
Teach me Learn how to control my emotion
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Regardless of all this which has happen
i still wanna thank someone who have been there for me all this while
Thx for ur concern
Thx for ur Love
Thx for ur encouragment
Thx for comforting me when i'm crying ( i know i sound super awful )
Thx for listening all my complains
Thx for spending time with me at night to chat
Thx for the attemp to put me to sleep wor LOL
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Exam is gonna end soon
but i still feel scared
about my math
hmmmmm...
not been able to focus on my exam also
because of all the things happening at home
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Labels: I needed my Beautiful times back