His Footsteps

Hmmm what to say leh ~
Alot of ups and downs these few days
I finally came to realise i'm wrong abt something
I thought the comfirmation is really the real comfirmation
but i'm wrong~
TY for telling me so much things~
It did make me woke up

I thought everything is fine
but actually it's not really so
I thought that u're doing well
but the answer is not really

I've side track abit
Lost sth in the spirit
After i put down the phone
i went into ur pressence
i ask u to guide me once again
clean my heart once more
refresh me
fill me with the holy spirit
fill me with your love
open up my eyes to see the things that is right
make me think in another way
let me see the depth
instead of the surface

I asked myself this
whether i still wanna continue?
or just give up like this?
I asked myself what is my purpose ?
What is my vision ?
Where am i heading ?
Who am i living for ?
I recall~
I think~
I've let you down
Sorry Lord~