His Footsteps

Sunday, June 29, 2008

These few days also nv post ...
sorry sorry ><

Friday
whole day prepare for EMDD
performed 6 show lor
super duper tired @_@
faint ~~~

Saturday
as usual went for service
at night actually got make-up cell group by Jiayi de
but dunno why cancelled
T_T i wan my last lesson of bible study also !!!
i wan move to christian lifestyle !!!!
Weiling Weiling i'm calling out for u !!!

Today
went meet Darr in the morning for lunch
actually janelle coming de
but she suddenly got sth on so cannot make it

hmmmm
was seriously a cannot make it day for me
i cried on my way to meet Darr & cried on the way back home
tears just keep falling
Non stop de
really non stop de
my heart is in a mess now
k la ...
I'm really thinking abt things
alot alot alot of things

I need to clear my emotion

Labels: Looking forward to next week WOOTS ~~~

Thursday, June 26, 2008

LOVE <333

*YAWN*

Now super feel like sleeping de lor

cause super super tiring !!!

today choing choing for rehersal at the Arts house

somemore ytd sleep so late

so get to school eyes can't open lor

in bus i giddy giddy de

super not feeling well

The EMDD girls studied until 11.45am

then get to the canteen to have our lunch

i didn't eat but got drink soya milk (woots!!! My FAV!!!)

around 12.30pm liddat we depart for the arts house le

practice practice

tired!!!!

it wasn't so good after all

dunno la

i think i act not good

lousy lousy

as a pregnant women

it sure isn't easy

hahaha

Finish the whole full run around 5.45pm liddat

went for debrief

then board the bus around 6.15pm

reach back school le

Felicia suggest to go PP for dinner

actually dun wan go de cause very tired

but see the time still kind of early
so went to eat with them

SORRY darr

i dun know how to take care of myself

sick still go eat KFC

everytime sleep so late also

made u angry

sorry sorry
so ya lor

I dunno how to take care of myself so u must take care of me le LOL

After meal

Me, Felicia & nat went to the toilet again

and of cos zhi lian again lor

hahahaha

Really had fun in the toilet crapping & taking pictures tgt

I LOVE YOU GUYS !!!

Wednesday, June 25, 2008

WEEEE I Love Them<333

GATHER all the Zhilian Girls

❤ U're Love by me !!!

[[ Zhi Lian ]]

Opps I cover Amy's mouth...

PSPS !!!

Felicia is Missing

OMG got GHOST!!! LOL

^^^ <<<>

Love Love<333

Amy, ME & Felicia <333

[[ My Nuer ^^ <333>

[[ We very Random hahaha... Take Picture in Toilet LOL ]]

❤23.06.08

Labels: Beautiful Friendship =^-^=

Today was really a tired day for me !!!
can't make it le la
hahahahaha.
Never eat much things today cause in need for money so need to save
haix haix haix
Nvm la
It's worth it to save that money
yay!!!

so fun so fun
DJ from 88.3Jia Fm came to our school for assembly =^-^=
somehow have the interest to become a DJ le
LOL
dunno la
but my ultimate vision is to be a full time church song leader =>_<= Or singer/entertainer/actress??? ba

Mrs sim introduce to our school Sports Chanbara
YES YES YES
I'm so gonna be in it
Mummy & Darr Darr agree with it
But feel kind of bad cause this additional Sport is on monday de
then darr darr end school early
if i join then means i can't make it to meet darr for 6 mondays wor
Lesson will start next week
So Looking forward to it !!!

Fill My life with colours & rainbow
Let everyday be such a exciting one
I LOVE YOU LORD
Let me know you more
I wan to be more hunger for you

Tuesday, June 24, 2008

Eeeeks ><

Opps Opps...
sorry all for not posting for quite a couple of days le
cause alot of things happen then was tired like OMG !!!
ok where should i start ???

Thursday went for morning prayer meeting woots !!!
Was abit late la but still manage to pray
Fri morning also same thing went for mornig prayer
woke up super super early de lor
i only slept for 1 -2 hour only
cause need to wake up at 4 to get prepared
I made full use of the time to pray !!!
Feel so whao !!!
Refresh !!!

Fri got CG so went home very late.
Bath then talk to darr
Talk to Baobeii Janelle & i cried cried cried like dunno what
Talked abt alot of things la
Share to each other abt somethig la .
Make me realise something very important also that i think i need to give in to
After talk talk .
went audi to relax myself
clear my mind all that then yayaya
BOOM to bed le ...

Next day, Sat
woke up at only 12 plus i think
cause Haiya Darr never come find me then never call me up also .
so i pig lor...
dun care just sleep like nobody cares...
woke up le then get prepared to go meet Limei & Weiling there all
But Me & Janelle was late ><

Reach there at only 3.15 i think .
George talk talk to Me,Qinglin,Janelle , XR & heshen abt the group de la .
then rush rush to CIC class le ...
It was Great ...
But have to rush rush to write the notes ...
as i didn't buy the CIC book ...
Broke liao la so no money to buy
Nvm lor ...
Hmmm but Got book of course better la

Went for service
today pastor kong talk abt SERVANTHOOD
i was like whao
absorb absorb ><
went for fellowship after that
me & Janelle never eat cause dunno what to eat
but decided to go paya lebar KFC to eat later on =^-^=

Around 9.35 liddat go liao
then eat le all that Go home
wait for darr to be back from xue wee's house
Talk to Darr...
we chat, Toked quite alot. Fight fight fight
Made me Cry again ...
HAIYO~

actually wanna ask mummy sunday morning go eat breakfast de
but dunno y she rejected me lor T_T
where can liddat de la ..
Then nvm lor ...
ask darr if can at least meet for lunch
He said alright
hmmm..
Mood: okok cause just fight with darr ma .
then haiya nvm~

Sunday meet Darr at 12 sth at airport
One of our usual handout place
so yupp ...
When meet him that time ...
I just suddenly feel the hurt in heart
and i just hug Darr's shoulder & cry again
=>_<= sry la... I cry baby ma

After Lunch Darr pei me go bedok
he took 28 go meet Gavin & Kenneth they all
so i go meet Janelle lor ...
While waiting for his bus
he ask me help him take out his ear stick
clear the thing liao then ask me put back
eeeeyer la

Told Darr his ear infection la he dun listen
keep saying it's not it's not
Keep bleeding then got that yellow yellow thing u say it' s normal or kena infection liao
tell me la ...
tsktsktsk
After he got on the bus
I slowly slowly
really slowly de lor ...
walk to bus 196
as i going PP to meet Janelle
Janelle that time still at home lor =.=

reach PP le then walk walk
saw alot of B day present all that
NO need fan what to buy for present liao !!!
ahhahhaha
Finally Janelle reach PP le
suspose to meet her at 2
Guess what time she came
: 3 sth then reach
1 whole hour leh
hahhahaha
nvm la ~

I feel abit Unwell
Feel like vomiting
so tell Janelle that i go home first lor ...
Then Went home liao
wait for daddy to be home
then go out eat dinner
I ate alot that day
really alot
u won't believe what i ate
Sure shocked de lor
hahahahahaha...

SO yupp after dinner
Home .
then forget what i do liao
then talk to Darr
Only talk awhile cause he super super tired
Today sweet sweet ><
I LOVE YOU DARR!!!

Finally come to today de liao ....
Today first day of school
OMGOMG
it's so so fast can
T_T
went to school
didn't really do anything la
so yupp
change dao SS & BIO & CHEM & GEO de teacher
dunno still got change annot

After school
went for CCA
modify my character abit
I now become a pregnant mother
LOL la
then so hard to act like a pregnant women
cause that big big thing infront very eeeyer
cannot bend down also
must act like really one pregnant mother =.=

ok la
After all
it's Fun Fun Fun la
After CCA
went to sit swing that is in our school de
FUNFUNFUN
i swing swing swing
feel so shuang lor
haahahahaha

Left school..
then me,amy,felicia & natellie went to PP to eat
Ate Long John combo 1
waaa
SUPER FULL DE LOR
then went to second floor toilet to slack slack
pic tmr then i update cause now tired le

so yupp yupp EMDD coming le
now this whole week also practice practice
sian sian de
can't make it for team meeting & CG
sad de lor!!!
then my BS also cannot make it le ><
Looking forward to tmr
a new bright day

[[ Lord i wan to experience more of you
I'm addicted to the fellowship time with you ]]

Labels: Falling Deeper Into Ur Love

Wednesday, June 18, 2008

Still sick !!!

your love, is all i think about
[[ I found myself drowning in your Beautiful Love ]]

Today woke up super early cause need to go for CCA

Zzzzzzzzz...

Actually dun wan go de cause in the morning wake up still got fever

then feeling Gong Gong de.. Blur blur =>_<=

Darr & Janelle both ask me dun go for CCA

but no choice ...

cause if dun go then scared will kena kick out from EMDD de performance...

Last time i keep pon tang ma then now cannot le...

[[ CRY for me !!! ]]

Ok lor nvm nvm worst thing is that i woke up late lor .

Then need to waste money take cab there $9.70 sia!!!!

ARGH!!! i heart pain pain ...

Went to school thought i late le but heng not late...

went around to search for the CCA venue

can't find... Zzzz..

saw rebecca so went to search tgt

walk up & down the stairs...

haix to the maxx..

really make me wan to faint le

my whole body mei li le lor T_T

then continue walk walk

funny de lor...

as we walk more & more members join us to search

hahahahahaha...

then at last we tired liao .

wait at foyer

then see teacher slowly walk to us ...

SHE IS LATE LOR!!!

wth wth ><

During CCA slack like hell lor cause no teacher.

our CCA leader also slack slack de...

I play hp ,play psp ,listen music.

thinking might as well stay at home hao le lor .

waste my time only niaa

After CCA

Me,Felicia,Amy& Olivia went PP for lunch

lots of jokes along the way .

me & Olivia fight fight fight

hahahahaha

so childish la!!!

Went to Food court to eat...

lalalalalalalala...

Time to go home le ...

while me & amy was still waiting for bus

it start to rain le

lucky my bus came liao

Poor Amy my Dear Laopo =>_<=

but still ...

halfway home

sit in the bus i think abt lots of things

thinking of my own spritual walk

thinking of my BOY<3

My tears drop again ...

it was raining so heavily

my head still giddy giddy de...

haix haix haix .

got down the bus ...

still raining .

NO choice lor

have to walk in th rain ....

awwww

romantic sia... NOT !!!

i was all soak le lor...

T_T

Darr darr not happy le ><

cause i still having fever de

still go walk in the rain

heh heh~

SORRY DARR!!!

went home go bath

take temperture ...

OMG la ... temperture went HIGH~~~

sobbx sobbx ...

38.0 c liao lor ...lalalalalala...

DIE DIE DIE =X_X=

HAPPY 5th MONTH to my baobeii JANELLE & XR

last long long ~

U two dun always fight fight fight le ...

will shang he qi de u know

so must Love one another more

& please show it

=^-^=

like what i've told u Janelle~

in a relationship it's best that u all can hold one another during bad times all that...

dun always little things then fight liao la.

u two must always remember

XR Love GOD = Love Janelle

Janelle Love GOD = Love XR

so whateva u do must always put GOD first

LOVE ALL ~~~

signing off <333

SICK !!!

T_T I'm sick again !!!
FEVER.FLU.COUGH @_@
Just hate to be sick cause will feel very weak & no energy to do my things .

YTD night slept super early
hmmm...
Around 11 plus i think .
cause normally i will sleep very very late de.
Those who know me well will know la ....
Dun wanna say out cause if Darr see le sure will scold me le =>_<=
yupp yupp.

Ytd before i sleep Darr ask me call him & we chat chat chat ok la didn't say much things cause i very blur le [[ Eaten medicine ... GUAI BA ??? ]] so diam diam... Darr was watching channel 55,eating potato chips & drinking *POKKA GREEN TEA* must be more specific u know .
It's POKKA GREEN TEA cause it's my fav!!! LOL

Then i somehow dunno what to do le can't sleep also...
[[Too early liao not used to it ]] so asked darr to sing me to sleep.
Darr say dunno what to sing

T_T then ok lor nvm then i say count sheep sheep for me to sleep. so he started counting " 1 meh meh,2 meh meh,3 meh meh ~~~" count until 55 meh meh i think .
hmmmm dunno forget liao . i think is either 55 or 56 la then know he tired tired le so say nvm la I go sleep le then he give me night night kiss then kup phone liao.

But i still can't sleep . stare at the celling for dunno how lonh stone there. then remember need to call DIDI de . so called him . Then he ask me whether still sick annot .i also dunno how to answer cause say still sick then he will worry say not sick then like very fake cause where got so fast recover liao de =>_<=
So no choice lor have to say i still sick

same thing hahahha i ask DIDI to sing me to sleep but he say he dunno how to sing de so he say wanna read bedtime story for me
DIDI went to search for story book then say wan read to me le but guess what ? He read a chinese book . But alot of words he dunno how to read LOL
[[Sorry la Di i just can't stop laughing at the way u read ]] so nvm he say count sheep hao le . so again he start to count sheep .But this time maybe i before that darr count that time i kind of blur blur le so this time DIDI count until i really fall asleep . Dunno he count until where then he kup phone hahahhahaha... I still baby la need to count sheep then can sleep LOL !!!

Today morning Darr came my house .
I feel so LOVED because he brought *POKKA GREEN TEA* for me !!!
one more thing ... after i open door for him i went back to bed cause feeling very giddy. He came & sit by my bedside,pull me up and lie on his shoulder ,hug me & give me a kiss on my forehead =^-^=

Darr dunno how to cook Zhou so i have to cook on my own ok la nvm hahahahha...
At around 12 sth liddat ,
JANELLE MY BAOBEII DAUGHTER CAME!!!
She & XR brought zhou with some vegetables for me to eat
& Janelle brought a packet of " Liang tea " for me to drink
that is what she always make for XR when he is Sick ...
ok la although it's ku ku de . But is till finish it ><
THANKS U TWO !!!
MAKE ME FEEL SO LOVED!!!
I <3 U BOTH
heh heh ~

Darr went home around 4 sth
He going to the hopeless's house later so nvm la ...
hmmmm..
they maybe going to swim!!!
I'm so jealous !!!
cause i wan go swim!!!
sobx sobx i like dunno how many months never swim liao !!!

I wanna move on
I dun wanna lose focus AGAIN
I dun wan to stone here anymore
Take control over my emotion
Let me once again know what's my purpose,My vision
I wan back my Fire for u Lord
I wan to serve u more
Give me double annoiting

I know i can make it there~